Friday, June 8, 2012

If ever you think you hate me...


Making the decision to have a child is momentous.  It is to decide forever to have your heart go walking around outside your body.  ~Elizabeth Stone


Please remember i love you and even when you are upset and mad at me i know you love me too. Its what we instilled in you. but please don't ever yell at me you hate me i don't think i could take it, because i love you so much.  I cant always be just your  "friend" i have a role that is above that. i am your mommy. Being your mother means keeping you safe, caring for you, teaching you, and sometimes scolding you. Yes there will be times where i will have to ground you but (i cant believe i am saying this:) it will be for your own good. My job is to love you and to guide you. Please know that no matter what i will never steer you wrong.
When you are a mother, you are never really alone in your thoughts.  A mother always has to think twice, once for herself and once for her child.  ~Sophia Loren





 I will always have YOUR best interest at heart. Even if what i tell you hurts. even when i tell you something you don't want to hear or believe, please know its with love. I will never give you advise that will be made to steer you wrong. My own mother would give me criticism and it seemed so harsh but i know she would never mean wrong. My mom was my worst critic BUT my biggest fan. I am your biggest fan. I love you and because i do



Being a mother is learning about strengths you didn't know you had, and dealing with fears you didn't know existed.  ~Linda Wooten



i know we will clash at times. Please know that you will NEVER find someone who loves, prays, cares and worries about you more than i do! If you don't hate me once in your life i am not doing my job properly. I wont always be your favorite person, but for now i am and i relish in this feeling. you make me feel so special and i only want to make you feel this way too. Just please remember how serious a situation may seem YOU CAN ALWAYS COME TO ME. i wont judge you. I am here to help. I am here to walk and hold your hand through anything. Does not matter the time, place or what condition you are in. i will go to the ends of the earth for YOU! 


Family is the most important thing. Family is forever. Just like my love for you. JUST know Isla as hard as it may seem to approach me if ever you need to talk i am here. Remember that i love you more than there are stars in the sky. If ever you hate me remember that i gave you life and with out me changing those poopy diapers you would be nothing... i kid. YOU are my EVERYTHING! Please don't ever hate me. Lets talk through it. Believe me we will get through it. And if you do hate me for not letting you go out on that date you wanted to go so badly Remember  the reason: YOU AREN'T ALLOWED TO DATE UNTIL YOU ARE MARRIED. 

She never quite leaves her children at home, even when she doesn't take them along.  ~Margaret Culkin Banning


I    LOVE  YOU
forever! 


5 comments:

  1. Mamma Mia!!! Where DO you find the time to do these posts? Oh, yeah. at 12 o'clock in the morning! You should print these out and put them in a book someday. They are all so beautiful - I don't even have the words to say how highly I think of you and your role as a mother, daughter, wife, friend and wonderful example to us all. I love you. <3

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  2. So pretty. Too bad you can't print this out and frame it. New follower from Wiegand hop! Love for you to follow back when you get a chance.

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  3. I love you more Mrs. Carrera! Thank you so much that means a lot to me since i admired the relationship you and Mindy have. always have. you are just the mom i only wish i can be. you were like a second mom to me. always so compassionate and so loving and so understanding.
    want to know a little secret? i like to type my thoughts at the moment on my i phone notes. Then i will email to my self and often i have down time at work since my work is done and i stay on top of it ;) i will usually schedule the post so go up at a certain time. There is a sight that you can now upload your blog to and they print it out in a book form. i am hoping i can do this at some point. would make a wonderful gift to my self, and Isla :) in the near future i think!

    Julie,
    thank you!!!! your little darlings are beautiful. i want a little boy next but having another girl would be a dream. Have you heard of blog to print? its a site where you can put in your website HTML and they can upload your blog and you can pick the post to print in to a book form!!! :) i also have a journal that i am keeping for my daughter and although i love to hand write her entry's there are some i print out and put in there for her. :)

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  4. Below are some entries that i mentioned about Isla's journal i am keeping.

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    Journal

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  5. this is such a perfect post. SO true. i thank my parents regularly when they did what was hard and loved me by doing what i didn't want them too. thanks for sharing!

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