Friday Letters

Dear Friday, THANK YOU! Dear payday, thank you TWICE. Dear will power, i need you now, more than ever since i am going to attempt to regain my post baby body and the weight i was AFTER having isla you know after i dropped all the weight... iv strayed a little but i am not very far off... 110 here i come. AGAIN. Dear Husband, thank you for regaining you. Dear Isla, i think we are over all this sickie, lets keep it this way for a while baby boo! mommy loves you so much and although i love being home with you when you are sick but i like you healthy better. Dear upcoming end of the summer palms spring trips with friends, i CANT WAIT! Dear car, cant wait until we are reunited again. i hate relying on other people. Dear lunch breaks with my daughter, YOU ARE mine Daily again. Once this car is fixed. Dear 5pm, you cant come any quicker…

With love,

Dayana

Have a wonderful weekend!

CO sleeping

We may need a bigger bed...

story of our life!

i love that my daughter has a crib, but i love it more that she sleeps with me. so many people point their finger and are against CO sleeping but this is the time i have with my daughter. being a working mama i feel that even when she dreams and i lay beside her we are sharing a bond. a bond i long for with her. We may those nights of crappy sleep more often than not but to me its worth it (sorry husband) my baby will NEVER BE THIS LITTLE again. EVER. so i am going to take advantage of it! people are entitled to their opinions and what works for us may not work for them so i say trust your instincts and do what you feel works. There truly isent a manual about how to raise your baby, you are the best judge. There  is nothing more i love than to read my daughter her bed time story and cuddle her at the end of the night. i love to watch her sleep and breath her in and see her little expressions as she dreams...

i really enjoyed reading this article on pinterest and thought id share CO sleeping is powerful when done carefully!

Being Married

my old soul couldn't agree with this anymore and its a great reminder!

I love being married.

i love waking up and he is the first thing i see. 

i love having someone to come home to

i love that when i need to talk and vent i ALWAYS have someone.

i love that i married my best friend

i love that i am able to be my self around him

i love that he knows what i am going to say before i do.

i love that he knows what to order for me. EVERYWHERE

i love that i have known and loved him long before our daughter arrived

i love the way he compliments me
i love how he makes me laugh 

i love that he thinks i am sexy when i am wearing nothing...like no make up ;)
i love those times when he sends me a text just to say hi and thinking of you
i love that there isent more than an hour we dont talk during the day
i love that he still thinks of me when he hears songs like we are new love
i love that god chose him as my partner
i love that no matter what trials we face he is strong and positive


We have been been facing trials and we stand strong he sent me the you tube link to Justin Beiber "as long as you love me" and i literally teared up. (yes i love Justin Beiber don't judge) He is amazing and we see that light at the end of the tunnel. a marriage takes work and i intend to take on anything that comes our way with my partner beside me.

As long as you love me

Husband- Thank you for loving me! thank you for your patience, for the love, for making me laugh.you are my world.

chicken pox oh MY

So yes Chicken pox! baby Jesus say what?!?! my 23 month old got the pox (oh my gosh back up 23 months!!!! she is ALMOST a TWO year old!) So we had our selves a case of the chicken pox actually a " minor" case since she didn't have many blisters. weird thing is my daughter doesn't go to day care or really around other children. BUT we do go to park and grocery store so well i am sure it could have been either of those. so here we were sickie baby! mommy got to be with her for 5 WHOLE days so i was happy camper taking care of my little love! so Monday morning SURE WAS HARD to come back to work. i didnt want to leave my baby.. so here is a iphone dump! 

 have i mentioned my daughter snacks on peas?!?!  iphone emoji thumbs up!!! 

Being  a mommy means being afraid of the un expected and anything that can harm your child but you learn to stir up any ounce of strength need be to protect and care for your child. i would give my daughter my own life if it meant to save her million, trillions times over. this love i have for her is something so unimaginable, something i never knew could be this beautiful and this passionate.  she dosen't understand this yet but she is my world, my life, she is my reason.My heart explodes for her. blessed to have had the lord chose me to be her mother. times aren't always going to be easy but this all just comes natural once you are faced with anything. I am back at work and i get so emotional that i am missing these hours with her, but we are securing her future and i have to push through this because god willing one day i will be home with my baby(s)

When your a big girl i hope that You appreciate the 20,086,976,086,098,000 pictures Mommy captures of you! Here is just a little glimpse ;)and its a never ending thing i predict! i have to capture these moments as you grow, its my job!

YOU are my I love you,

- Mommy